Tell me, what’s the reason you start up something? What’s your main objective? What’s your nawaitu? The purpose I’m asking this is because, there will be in life, where you’ll be facing tough choices, and you’ll tend to deviate from your path, from your real reason. And you’ll come up with reasons justifying your current act. Forcing others to accept your point of view and saying that it’s your divine right while leveraging your core beliefs.
It’s like travelling through a desert. Your reason joining the caravan is to get to the other part of the desert safely. Along the way, the thirst and fatigue will constantly pull you out from the caravan, giving reasons that I’ve travelled quite far today, I’ll have a little bit more rest because I earn it.
Though you tried to stay true to your purpose, the reality is, you are actually leveraging your actual motive, which is to get to the other side of the desert, safely and as quickly as possible. Since advices and signals given by those who are dear to you, though harsh it may seems, are not taken sincerely, and you blame them for not understanding you, beware that it might be the last truthful counsel, for the member of the caravan might want some fun along the way, and they’ll sugar coated the hard cold truth that they only want you till your benefits run dry, your loved ones might ignore you for forsaking their feelings just because you earn the right to have some fun for yourself. Leave and let it be. Remember, in life, communication and feeling may change from peace to war, from love to hate, from jedi to sith.
In order to get something, you need to let go of something, be very careful what you let go, for the result of temporary fun may lead to permanent damage….
